I'm Dee, I Love The Rain Alot, It's My Birthday Whenever It Rains.

Friday, June 06, 2008 Y

Will you love & miss me as much as i do?

r.p : hahha..yeah, it's natural..i still feel fat.
Maybe because I really don't want to go back to my past figure...
thus, I'm like damn afraid. :(
Eh...Yeah..abit leh..LIKE SADAKO already.
HAHAHA. :X

Lizzay : WHAT SIA. Fish. -.- DOTS but alright la.
I got a picture of you with FISH mouth too!
HOHOHO i will post it up very soon WOMAN! :X
AND SHIT. YES! my grammar! FUCK, I should have like re-edit it
3 times before i post the entry sia..DAMN.
=__= hahaha. KUKUBIRD.
How to compete with you! My fringe's over my nose already...
AND I'm like complaining almost every single minute.
Damn irritating la. I wonder how on EARTH you guys TAHAN.
*MUACKS* THANKS arh. You said I'm not FAT & I'm insane :D *HUGS*

Lisa : Holidays?! Are you sure it's OUR HOLIDAYS?!
ARE YOU LIKE KIDDING ME?! It's NOT HOLIDAYS laaa....
F Y P leh. Goodness.

David : Eh? You want to get to know me? Erm. Okay! :D hahaha
Why not? I won't eat you. :D heeeeeee

Goodness la....SHINYA is ONLINE!
MIRACLE. hahahahah..... Yeah, he is from LUCIFY ^__^

Damn it la. I want to go out.Anyone free?

Well of course to those who are having their breaks la.

Those having school, don't bother to go out with me,

GO STUDY HARD! hahahahaha. :X

But Tzelong, Quan, Lizzay all of them are an acception.

Telvin? I don't know yet. Are you having your holidays?

Not yet right? So cannot go out!

Then again...If fated then we meet up laa OKAY! :)

*pats pats* :X

Sayang you okay~ hahahah XP
*Laughs hysterically* :D~

As for Alec? I think he die already ever since he got a girlfriend.

Stupid moron. Monkey. Idiot. Kukubird.

But then again..when it rains..he never failed to sms me.

Asking me to hurry finish lesson

and go home before it starts pouring.

What a sweetie. Hahahah.

Argh..I hate my school man.

Fuck the system. Goodness. *Meditates*

"It's okay Dee....7 months more"

This is what I always tell myself. Sigh.

Thank you JIANWEI! for trying to help me.

But I'm not selfish! I won't accept the offer. :)

Because you have your own assignments to finish

And I'm not MUSHY laaa.. you M A S H I M A R O :D

I merely said that you're cool lor. -.-

Had my hair done up. So sweeeeet.

The Lady said my hair is soft and very long.

And if there's alot of people with my kind of hair...

Her shop will close down. WHAT ON EARTH.

Nice way of sweet-talking dearest lady ^_^

I won't succumb to your words easily.

But then again.... i do know my hair is lovely. haha. :P

I wanted to cry so badly...Need to let it out..

But Nah, I prefer not to.

Since it's been raining...

It's good enough to make me smile. :)

A shot of me and Lucia. Love it man.
Heng... Lucia never really like SQUASH-ed or REST

heavily ontop of me. If not my back will hurt. hahahaha. :D
People did glare at the both of us...though. =.=
And i feel like smacking my own face. Attitude sia.

LOL :X

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† Live on loving you † @ Friday, June 06, 2008

Thursday, June 05, 2008 Y

Will you love & miss me as much as i do?

r.p's an ex-lysian too!

what a small world! hahahah...

RAWR!!! I hate my secondary school. :D

Maybe it's just me...well simply because

I didn't have a good life in that damn school anyways.

I hated most of the teachers there.

I only enjoyed my ELDS,netball,swimming & TKD.

That's basically it....Teachers?

They are BIAS and they ADORES boot-lickers.

Then again, it's all thanks to that bloody school

that I'm able to think and stand up for myself. Seriously.

OH AND NOT TO FORGET...

Lose like 25-30kg odd when i freaking graduated...

Well...

r.p, you were asking how did i managed to lose so much?

WELL...it's thanks to my TAF instructor.

Yeah. GUYS AND GIRLS..

I'm in TAF club for the whole of

Primary & Secondary school life.

WHO THE HELL SAYS that TAF members slacks?! LOL

I lost a lot of weight okay! :D

Anyways....whenever I EAT something...

he will some how appear in front of me

and tell me straight on the face that I AM FAT.

So I worked and exercised like hell, got involved in netball,

swimming,canoeing,badminton, go for camps,

chiong rock-climbing and tae-kwondo. ( that's why I'm tan. )

I made sure i achieved all my gold certificates in them.

And when i went back to school to visit those teachers,

i proudly told them that i worked hard for it

and i even scored my 4 gpas in my previous campus.

All those teachers who looked down on me were stunned.

The feeling of seeing their reactions was damn sweeeeeet laa LOL

It's like WHAT THE FUCK right?

well yeah. Thank you, my beloved school=]

I do know those from an earlier batch than me...

experienced much more havoc stuffs.

LOL hrmm..not sure about the express batch.

lim kopi-ing with the principal.

Signing contract for N and O levels. etc.
I'm one of the victims for both?! hahahaha

What a life. If you flung your Prelims you have to sign a contract

with the school, and if you didn't meet the criterias,
out of school you go.

yeah. That's what we get. Shit school system.

Bestest thingy...I even caught my own principal

SHAVING her leg hair in her own office. Wtf la. -.-

Yeah, I'm still fat in my pictures. So what. Shut up.
I only love my hair! because of it's natural waves and length. :)
THANK YOU LUCIA for the wonderful shot of me. :D
Sigh.Darn, I need money. -_-

I want to buy my SHURE SM 58 for a great recording.

I want to buy Lizzay's present before graduating.

She's leaving me for good! Off to NEW ZEALAND she's going. :(
I want to buy a FUSION GILLETTE! not for me la. DUH stupid.

I need to stock up on my vitamins and my daily essentials.

Need to prepare my brother's birthday presents too.

August is coming. WHAT ON EARTH LA.

So many things. and it's not christmas yet.

I want to get MAMA something too.

I want my GOLD! :D
My hair is getting longer.

My fringe is like over my nose already...

An idiot challenged me to grow my fringe till my lips.

All my life, i never had such long fringe before.

IF I WIN, you have to treat me okay! HEH

So yeah, let this be a a good challenge then. LOL
Is it just me...or time is passing by simply too darn fast?

Everything is happening too fast.

Feelings, emotions,the people around me,happenings, life itself.

I'm getting older. But wiser.

Unlike some stupid girls around me who can't think...

and their world only revolves aroud their stupid dreamland.

Thanks to all of you...Guys are getting hurt over and over again.

So please! Grow up! Spare the guys man!

Goodness. wake up. It's reality.

Thank God, I grew up when i'm 12 :)
Give me the strength, hope and faith.

Isaac Kor..I hope your problem is solved.
Whatever decisions you made, I'm all out there supporting you.
Just don't DO ANYTHING STUPID like SUICIDING can already.
*PENGZ*

Hrmm..going out around 11 plus...
Attending to an idiot who's having fever. -__-
DRINK the CELERY juice I made for you! HAH
No honey added. Sorry. hahahaha.

Oh lastly. Fuck FYP man. It's draining me out.
As for feelings....feelings..feelings...
What's love if one said that he or she loves the person?
How does he or she show it? Just by words of mouth?

Waiting patiently. :)
Show me the light.

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† Live on loving you † @ Thursday, June 05, 2008

Wednesday, June 04, 2008 Y

Will you love & miss me as much as i do?

Reminder to all....this post will be a very long one.
Sorry about it..But the person will be serving Detention Barrack soon.
I'm still considering though.

Retarded stuffs happened early in the morning.
I bumped into the same
UNCLE who seriously got a PROBLEM with me.
Previously it was at Tamp's GIANT.
I was on the escalator and i lost my balance thus nearly fell,
fast enough my waist was being hugged and grabbed tightly.
Hence i didn't tripped and fall.
AND sadly for that UNCLE. He saw what happened....
and he started telling his young kids in malay that
I'm disgusting WHAT THE FUCK?!!

I kept quiet and simply just ignore him.
My boiling point hits 70% only. Still can maintain la.
Then he began to KPKB again, saying to his kids that
girls nowadays are disgusting and shameless.
Musn't be like the girl in front of us, let guys touch her till like that.

I do agree with him only to a certain extent.
BUT...I almost fell??!! HELLLO?! is that SHAMELESS??!
MY GOD!!!

WHAT THE FUCCCKKK LAAAAA.
UP UP UP 150% already.
I simply SNAPPED AT HIM and scolded him in ENGLISH.

" EH, HELLO! YOU NO BRAINS ARH?!
LOOK AT HOW MANY KIDS YOU GOT?
SEX MACHINE is it? 7 kids?! And you're telling me I'm shameless.
You're old enough to mind your language and fucking business.
I nearly fall la okay!
Making lots of babies makes your BRAINS shrink is it?!
Is it because you use up all of your BALL'S energy? SHIT. "

BESTEST THING EVER.
HE doesn't UNDERSTAND whatever I'm saying laaa..
WHAT THE HELL.
I got so PISSED that I simply just LASHED at him all over again
with more cruel stuffs in MALAY. Which i hate alot.
Simply because Malay words doesn't sound
all that nice when you're scolding. -.-

I even add on telling him to educate his kids properly.
for in the future kids will be much more
D I S T R U P T I V E
then those of my generation. :D

AND THEN.........THIS MORNING...in the BUS.
I BUMPED into him again. Oh my god. DAMN
This time he was with a TIKO looking uncle.
Well....and there's like 2 NS-men beside me.
Should be younger than me, because those my age,
should've ORD-ed already.
So these guys should be around their 19-20s.
AND i figured out the one on my right actually understands
what the fuck that uncle talked about.
YES. HE TALKS ABOUT ME.
Fucking bastard. Oh my goodness. Super SUAY la today.

" That girl, the other time i saw her with a chinese guy, and they were
hugging in the public, so shameless, they did it in front of my kids"

I feel like slapping him, seriously. Cannot take it anymore.
Then suddenly, the NS-man on my left lean nearer to me
and whispered to my ears. =__=
with his hands around my waist.
What on earth. Another TIKO. Sigh.

(I should have worn my HUGE BAG-PACK
so he can't get access to my waist)

" Why don't we hug infront of him and make him flare up "

I was busily sms-ing Lizzay la...
and my hands are not free to smack him.
Geeez. So i just snapped and told him.

" Since your hands are so free that you are actually
hugging my waist, touching it,
drawing circles on my flat stomach, why not you kiss me then?
Sergeant LOH Y.J "

" Why not? Oh,You don't mind? "

I couldn't take it anymore,
Should have slapped him or smacked him with my handphone.
Then again, later my handphone spoil,
knowing the fact that i will definitely give a fucking hard one..
....so HAIZ...this time I simply elbowed his side.
Then his other friend laughed at me. I'm so going to make you suffer.
I will complain to your superior about your bloody behavior.
In uniform still can do these kinda shit stuffs.
I even took note of which camp you're from.
So be prepared to get DB :)

If that fella is like
Telvin or Alec I don't mind KISSING la hahahaha. YA RIGHT -__-!!!??
Shit. -__- But who the fuck is he man. Big shot is it. Goodness.
DAMN EGO la........ EGO MOMO *SCREAMS*
Come to think of it right. I should just let
him kiss me then i will bite his lips hard till it bleeds. Damn it.
Should have ruined his handsome face with bleeding-torn lips.

ARRRRRRRRRGH. Super irritating la.
First the fucking Uncle, now this green monster guy.
Super infuriating la. I wonder how the hell do girls go clubbing man.
Allowing guys to any how grope or grind them. Goodness la.
I guess...It's S A T I S F A C T I O N ba..
I personally feel comfortable only with the ones I love and know.
Not just any TOM's DICK's HAIRY ( tom, dick,harry ) -.-

The guy wasn't like standing in front or behind me.
So i can't freaking squeeze his balls hard for touching me freely.
I should thank god that the ones who always
touched me in public transports are young guys though.
*PENGZ* Sigh.

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† Live on loving you † @ Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Monday, June 02, 2008 Y

Will you love & miss me as much as i do?

Credits (pictures) from : http://www.stomp.com.sg/

I'm very hurt.
I hate these murderers. I just hate them.
CAT murderers. I seriously H A T E them.

I just hope all these people die.

I'm sorry
if NUFFNANGers will find this post wrong or whatsoever.

I'm just hurt. I know it might be like "whatever~ to you guys"

But IT'S JUST THAT..... Everytime, whenever i go around

my neighbourhood to feed kittens and cats.

I always get scolded from the Residents Committee People.

Sorry to say this. But FUCK. Yeah. FUCK IT.

Why are you guys asking me to stop feeding
those poor little animals..

why not you go around searching for

those fuckers who killed those innocent animals.Damn it.

What on earth is the government or the authorities doing?

Why are you guys so BENT
against those who feeds stray animals?!

Just do your damn stuffs and catch those bloody killers la.

For goodness sake.Too many of these animals are dying.

Just too many already.What the hell is wrong man.

Is it a trend to kill animals with STYLE now?

Is it in any part of the CALENDAR in the YEAR of 2008

to actually MURDER CATS with STYLE?! What on Earth?!!

If this shit goes on...instead of killing animals..

these bastards will proceed to killing humans.

I'm not kidding. Shit.
God Knows..maybe exactly the same way like

how they MURDERED these cats?!

SPCA?! what's the point of offering MONEY$$

to those who can find the killer?For what?

Can MONEY bring those poor animal's soul back to you guys?

for what shit? HAUNT you guys is it..?

( if it haunts, you guys deserves it for putting cats to sleep )

I've seen how your workers just trash-ed all

of the stray cats in Eunos 4 years ago, putting them in the gunny-sacks,

flinging them onto the back of the truck.

My hatred for you guys is freaking deep. i'm serious.

The next time anyone of those around me tells me

that I'm not suppose to feed stray cats.

I will just throw the cat food at their face. stupid buggers.

Stop catching those who feeds the animals.

Why not concentrate on those who MURDERS them. fuck. =_=

Goodness. I'm super pissed. damn it.

I need ice-cream.

And Telvin, No I did not bully you.
Lizzay! MARK still haven't replied yet.
Jordon,Helen,Killua, I miss you.

ahwen! why are you not replying me on msn

BLOG got script error! WHYYYYYYY!
I feel like crying. Damn.

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† Live on loving you † @ Monday, June 02, 2008

ADVERTORIALS Y

THE LADYY

Mama & Daddy gave me a great name,Durran, I’m loving it as much as anyone do, but some people do makes fun of it.Because it sounds like Durian. But,it’s alright,I’m used to it .People call me, Dee, Ran, Rain,Honey, Dear, Xingyuan, Sadako, Babe, Dferina,DeeDee & Darling.The only difference on my attitude is the way you treat me. Love me Don't ~~Hate me~~!

Born on the 27th of April I’m a Taurian.I love animals, especially furry ones. But those with feathers and no fur is fine too.

I blog as and when I like, any topic under the sun or moon. You don't like it, So be it, not my problem. Just don't mess with me, for I bite. I'm not joking
If you're not happy with what I blog, it simply means you are not matured & open enough.

Whenever it Rains, It's my Birthday. I love the rain a lot. It makes me feel relax and happy because it washes away all my sadness. Simply just wash away all the pain I have.Eating ice-cream, lots of it helps too. It's a 'bad' habit of mine which actually makes me high and feel better.

I treasure my friends alot.Love ones treasure me like a precious gem. I love them dearly Lastly,To you whom I love very much you'll always be a part of me

MY HITS

Dearling(s) online

MY HOPESY

Pass all my examinations with great grades

Be with my Love one someday everyday

Be a great girlfriend and wife

Marry the One I love

My Love's Cooking

Travel to Korea Jeju Island

Go to Hongkong & Taiwan

Romancing in Maldives

Go Diving at The Great Barrier Reef in Australia

Play with the snow for the whole day

Make more new friends

IMPORTANTY

™ Whenever It Rains™
It's My Birthday

AFFILIATESY

Changkat Primary

Loyang Secondary

Siglap Performing Arts Centre

COLLEGE CENTRAL (Digital Media Design)

NAFA (Visual Communication)

REPUBLICAN (Stage Of Technology Arts)

MObSTAs ( Dip. Sonic Arts )

FOOD FOR THOUGHTY

MY WISHLIST 2009Y

Lose 4 more kg
~~Lots of As in results~~
~~Mp3 Player~~

~~More lovely dress-tops~~
~~Big Silver Necklace & Earrings~~
~~NETBOOK~~

~~A longer genuine silver chain~~
~~Well worth earphones~~
A Drawing Tablet
MACBOOK

~~3 SK Limited Edition jewelry series~~
Become abit more fairer
New glasses
~~Dine in Mandarin Hotel~~
~~Dissing 'marked' XMMs~~

~~TONI & GUY hair modelling finalists~~

~~Digital Camera Fujifilm Finepix Z10~~
~~Sony Ericsson W580i WHITE~~
~~Red Hair Streaks~~

HATESY

Those who treats friends as dump

Backstabbers

Discriminators

Wimps who can't even defend themselves

Gangsters with No Brains,manners & etiquette

Irresponsible Oxy-moronic creatures

Ugly & Fat girls who acts cute

Bimbos & XMM

Those who CAN speak properly BUT refused to

HOT weather for it makes me dizzy

LOVESY

My Love & Family

My pet,Cats

Precious Friends

Hugs & Kisses

Being pampered by Love one

Chatting with him

Hanging out & Spent time with him

Leaning on him

His smile

Jane Austen

Shakespeare

Stephen King

BODYSHOP

Tokidoki

Online Shopping

Lazing in bed

TONN-ING out at the beach

Chalets with friends

Mama's Cooking

Ice-creams( Vanilla ) & cakes

Ice-kachang

Ondeh-ondeh, Egg tarts & Fruit tarts

Durians, Grapes, Apples

Apple Juice & Plain water

Chicken & Duck rice

BBQ steamboat

Sushi & Katsudon

Chinese & Indian rojak

Shopping malls

Library

Esplanade,Parks

School

Arcades

Swimming, Netballing, Badminton

Dancing & Singing

Designing & Drawing

Editting songs & videos

Hair-styling

Reading & Browsing

Window shopping

Shopping

Stoning

Black, Silver, White

Cheerful colors

Metallic colorpens & Markers

Rainy, Cloudy & Windy days

Noon & Night

Sunrise & Sunset

Cute stuff Animals

Accessories

Silver jewellery

CREDITSY

Designer: Durran
Image hosting: Photobucket
Inspired by : Lines & Simplicity
Guidance from : Mother, Sister & Close Friends
Brushes: Originally made by Durran